September 24, 2011
Filed Under: HUZZAH
And just like that her little left over cord fell off.
And just like that on Monday I will begin navigating my days alone. Alone! I am so nervous. I wasn’t so much so when Soul was born and I had to care for three, but now it’s four. FOUR! Not only four, but four that are so close in age! And not only that, but I am also homeschooling. I think I am crazy, don’t you?!! Yes, I’m concvinced I’m crazy!
I wish Ben had another week off. Two and a half weeks was nice and we definitely plan to use more family time off later, but Monday he heads back. I am really kinda scared, so scared I think I might cry. I have heard before that when you go from 2 to 3, you definitely feel it and that going from 3 to 4 ain’t that bad. Well, I think 3 to 4 is pretty darn hard!
I need to chill out about having a clean house. I need to relax when teaching the girls how to read. I need to take deeper breathes. Maybe I should put myself in hypnosis all day long. Kidding, well, kinda. Mostly, I need to pray and rely on God more. That is the key to getting through the everyday, is it not?
Oh me oh my, Monday is one day away!